Tears flowin’ down ya face /
You have a beautiful smile, you lettin’ it go to waste /
See chasin’ for your heart is prolly the worst race /
But I won’t stop until I reach it, I’m aiming for first place /
See you & I? I can tell we’re not that really different /
You don’t like guys & I’m startin’ to hate women /
Cuz everything I do for ‘em just never is enough /
You’re searchin’ in all the wrong spots, lookin’ for love /
You put up a front, mean muggin’ every nigga that come nears you /
But I can tell you’re screamin’ & no one can really hear you /
But I was the first to hear it so I’ma make it clear to you /
That even though I’m scared as well baby I’ma be here for you /
Maybe you need proof /
I’m stumblin’ over my words, just lookin’ like a goof /
See I’m not good wit talkin’ so here I am in the booth /
Just spillin’ my heart to the mic actin’ like it was you /
I look into your eyes, & I can see the real you /
I’m lookin’ for a woman & you lookin’ for a real dude /
No they can’t relate /
I listen to your heart beat every night wit my head on your chest, so when I say I feel you /
I mean it, every word I’m speakin’, believe it /
Love is not impossible baby we can achieve it /
Life is such a gift, not many people can keep it /
So if it’s in your possession be happy you received it /
Ya heart’s just bleedin’, them boys left it beaten /
But you’re a strong soul, no way you could be defeated /
We ain’t gotta tell world I’ma keep us a secret /
I know they broke ya heart, I’m here pickin’ up the pieces /
Love is an emotion not all of us can define /
Happiness is a feeling not all of us can find /
But I can feel ‘em both whenever I am around you /
Point of my story is, baby I’m glad I found you /

I know you had some bad men in the past yes

but im tryna leave them past tense

They’re the story of your last threats

And with a face like yours… you shouldn’t have stress

ya mother.. I love her, look what she gave birth to

I’d be damned if I let another niqqa hurt you

Cuz you been through so much in ya life

One of the reasons I wanna treat you right.. as my wife

We shared stories and I listened very closely

If I see the first niqqa yu mentioned.. we aint homies

Lately its been on my mind, and lately I’ll gladly take the time

to get at that niqqa who just left you with them scars..

He treated yu with passion just to violate ya heart

See.. in a heartbeat.. I wont let up, this is far from a get up

I.. just wanna treat you better.. than you ever been

Without a doubt cause you deserve it

I would tell you im different

But I know you already heard it

Whether it was from me or from another niqqa

Or a bunch of other fellas

So who am I to tell you that im much better

Well im not really like ya ex and others that you flirted with

Guess who ever got ya heart, would be the one yu working with

Id say thats word to Jesus.., ya hearts broke and id gladly find the pieces

Just release it… all ya pain and all ya agony

Young smooth fella and ramance.. not much of my mastery

ya happiness is a blessing, so it tore me to pieces when I knew you was in a depression

Without a second question, or any second guessing

I promise that ya smile is nothin to mess with

Hi my names is alex and i am 3
my eyes stay swollen
I can not see
I must be stupid or I must be bad
What else would make daddy so mad?
I wish I was better and not so ugly
Then maybe mommy would actually love me
I cant speak up and I cant do wrong
or else ill be locked up.. all day long
When im awake im all alone
the house is dark and no ones home
When they come home ill try to be nice
so maybe ill be lucky and only get one whppin tonight
I just heard a car.. Theyre back from the bar
my name is called so I press my back against the wall
Im just tryna hide
from such evil eyes
Im scared now.. I start to cry
He says it my fault so he hits me more
When I get free I run for the door
Its already locked so I start to ball
He takes me and throws me against the wall
I fall to the floor feeling broken
Daddy continues with more words spoken
I tell daddy im sorry yet its too late
His face is now twisted to unimaginable shape
He hits me more again and again
please god have mercy, please let it end
He finally stops and heads for the door
I lay there emotionless on the floor
My name is Alex, I am 3
& tonight my daddy murdered me

Tried something different.

Motivated: Rofl, you guys would be so cute togetha.
iAmTyrell: i already dated her once..
iAmTyrell: >.>
iAmTyrell: z
Motivated: I know..
Motivated: date her again
Motivated: steal her from that nigga.
Motivated: again
Motivated: z
Motivated: z
iAmTyrell: lmaooo

fr00ts:

and it was funny af. tyrell is a weirdo.. but i loves him with all my heart and stomach and tongue because im thirsty and he looks like a giant hershey kiss.. ♥

(Source: yuckm0uf)

Rock wit me I’ma take you on a journey bout everything that has hurt me
I’m used to being alone, so thank you if you desert me
I don’t really give a fuck about other people’s emotions
So if I might hurt yours, it’s your fault if you show it
The ground? I am below it, heartless? You know it
My heart’s as cold as snow in New York, & yeah it’s frozen
Staring into the eyes of a man who you know is souless
Staring into the eyes of the bastard you know who sold it
Fuck it I’m gonna make it, I’m happy knowing you hate it
This shit is for the taking so guess who is gonna take it
I’ve spilled blood for what I love, tears ‘cause of my fears
Sweat ‘cause of regret ‘cause what I’ve done over the years
I know that my time is now & I know that my time is here
I know that your time was close & I knew that my time was near
So if you hate me then here, this gun? It now appeared
Shoot me to get rid of me & we’ll see who really cares
Blood is coverin’ my eyes, I’m blinded to what’s around me
I’m motivated to be the greatest ‘cause they used to doubt me
People used to clown me, fuck it man they still do
It just grew on me, like some fuckin’ mildew
Imagine being told by everybody that they feel you
But they will never feel you, forreal dude
If it wasn’t for the hate that I been through
Maybe I wouldn’t have been this great, & it kills you
Dreams of being remembered by everyone who supported me
Nightmares seeing my mother contemplating bout aborting me
Magine if she got rid of me? Think about what she did to me
Even when I was born.. She didn’t want shit wit me
But I’m a fuckin’ soldier, anything I’ll get over
You’re opening old wounds, I’m tryna get some closure
You was livin’ by the book I did shit I ain’t suppose to
Imagine having a big name, people tryna expose ya
Kept my mouth shut ‘cause I ain’t wanna slip up
I have a lot of people that look up to me, so what the fuck
Am I supposed to do? I can’t get close to you
Or, you, or you, or you, or you..
People wanna use you for what you do & it’s brutal
Nobody really cares bout what other people put you through
Nights all alone, nobody’s ever home
Everybody wants you when you hot, then drop you when you cold
I swear that I’ve been kicked down, spit on, my life? Its been shitted on
& still I spend sleepless nights recording ‘cause I got shit on
My mind, nobody ever listens
‘Cause when I open my mouth, they think I’m only bitchin’
I don’t wanna hear your answers, I don’t want you to agree
Don’t want you to hear my problems, just want you to hear me
Don’t want you to try & solve ‘em, don’t want you to pay attention
I just wanna let it all out, but you will never ever listen, man fuck
& I know that time is priceless
Gambling with my life let’s see how good my luck with dice is
People judging me ‘cause of my actions
Wanna battle wit mics? (michael) Go dig up one of the Jacksons
Life was never meant for the weak, only the strong
That’s the way I think, you’re welcome to prove me wrong
So I’m writing this so people won’t feel alone
What’s goin’ on in our minds, some people will never know

Hi, my name is Tyrell
I love the park I do music supposedly im guess im doing well
I like to drink cranberry juice ‘cause it just has a kick to it
And I don’t drink ‘cause I have family members addicted to it
Whats your Identity I wanna get to know you more
You like to read? Do you buy books from the bookstore?
That’s a stupid question sorry that I’m bothering
You really beautiful I bet you’re in to modeling
I saw you from certain distant
Never thought that so much beauty would appear in my existence
It might be kinda cheesy I don’t usually do this
Talk to a girl that I know, excuse me miss?
I know you probably don’t wanna talk to me
I know that I’m a stranger you might feel a little awkward talking without knowing me
And I’ve been wondering around, brain storming what to say to you
I bet the way I’m acting right now is not new to you
You know sometimes at night I think that I’m the only one
Like I’m that one sun flower seed without the sun
They say that when you single you’re just having lots of fun
I had a fight with my girlfriend and I don’t think I won
Its done, so wheres your boyfriend does he treat you right?
Does he tell you that your pretty every single night?
Does he call you after every single heated fight?
He didn’t value you that way he should, Am I right?
I promise Ima make you smile when you carry a frown
And when you home alone depressed I can come a round
I just wanna be that special one
The one to be their for your child in case you wanna son. huh
I didnt think so but I’m guessing it was worth trying
I have a lot money, ok I’m lying
But I got something that’s better than what you thinking of
I’m committed most Importantly I got this love
That many girls neglected, lately I’ve been rejected
‘Cause now a days, all they wanna know is where the check is
And I am just a minor, that’s working at diner
Minimum wage is just not good enough they want much finer
Wallet empty but mind is full of melodies
The memories that we can build together don’t be scared of me
I’ve been talking to you for about two minutes now
Is it working I’m getting in to my feelings now
Picture this, hand by hand me being your man
If you don’t like the Idea than we can start by friends
‘Cause you know that they say that that’s were all the love begins
We can be boyfriend and girlfriend ‘cause its not a sin
Unless we having sex but I didn’t even think of that
I just mentioned it in case that you were thinking that
Am I going fast?, should I slow it down?
If I talk to you later, would you come around?
Is hard to give up when you know is worth it
And when you feeling them butterfly’s is hard to ignore it
But I just go to show it, the people gotta know it
They say that love is dumb, than we too dumb for it
I don’t know what else to say you
Lost for words at this moment should I be scared of you?
I guess i’ll leave, just know that I gave it a try
And everything I said right now. wasn’t a lie
Before I go just know that I didn’t have no bad intentions
I just wanted a simple, friendly conversation
You can hit me up if you want to meet again
You dont know a lot about me but, don’t be afraid
Im on here almost everyday, you might not even care
If I turn around and walk away, would you stare?
sorry for bothering i hope you keep on coming by
Gotta go, bye

It’s like 0’10 in march & I’m love but it ended sadly
Can’t lie, the love she gave me, I was a fool, cause I abused it badly
So sad, damn, yo, everything I said was a lie please girl, just please believe me
I said things that I didn’t mean, cause I was in pain, I didn’t think you’d leave me
I wish I had another chance, yeah girl, just one more chance
Hold you close in my arms, maybe I could be your man
Just one more time, no more lies, yeah what a dream that would be for me
But I’ll stop it there, yeah I’ll stop there, don’t want your man to have a beef with me
Cause your happiness is my everything, your smile determines my happiness
So if by leaving me is what you had needed, then I guess it’s what you really had to get
Oh no, I ain’t mad, look at you, you ain’t ever sad now
You got a smile so big, & the glow inside your eyes so bright, makes me so glad, wow
I hope everything you need, is everything you have
Cause I’m lookin’ back, what we had, wasn’t all that bad
Oh, damn, I didn’t mean to fuck it all up, girl I’m so God damn sorry
I was young & stupid, but I feel all the love you have for me
You were my first love, & to be honest that feeling will never fade
As long as you’re in my life, my heart, my mind, my soul, my spirit, you will remain
In my eyes, you look so alive, oh you’re so perfect
Can’t wait for us to meet again, & I’ll tell you that I love you again, girl you deserve it

Whats it take to be the best cause I been looking for a minute

I been going for the gold but I been slippin.. damn these women

got me goin crazy.. i swear I seen this before

Last summer I was depressed but I done seen it all

Change kinda like my friends did… reminising all these friendships

Now its supposed to be ok cause my name be on the guestlist

But I dont know.. Im not sure

Maybe I could be the change

cause my souls up in this game

Like cleets.. Im headin for the same aim

But im too different

Bitches gone be bitches but thats why I said bitches..

I never mentioned women

Real talk, Real Shit, Real wisdom from a young artist

Sometimes I wonder if one day ima regret all this

I been grindin for some years

Things been seeming kinda wierd

Look around at all my peers

Wondering whats the reason that im here

Maybe I could save a life.. you dont get to live it twice

I guess Im just a kid just tryna do his right… damn

Damn.. Looks like I did it once again
Mind is saying no but my heart is saying yes… I dont understand,
Why I cant just move on from you and keep going with my life
It seems like it was true when people told me freaks come out at night
I didnt think I’ll fall so hard my heart would break
Now im taking all this pain is more than I could ever take
But I gotta man up, rip the pictures, and the memories
Funny how Id thought we live happily like a princess story
But you did me wrong now im hearing is love songs
Seems like every minute im scrolling thru my phone
Used to see “I love you” now im seeing “Just move on.”
Hopefully you come around, I hope it dont take too long

So many occasions that made me wanna get a vacation
You a motivation… you took advantage of the situation
You always held some interesting conversations
Said you were in it for a pitty that yu felt
Its funny cuz I was there when yu needed help
Then you threw it the other way thru the window
I dont really wanna see you… Can yu please go?
Take the pictures and everything that yu gave me
Its realy nice for you to just stand there and blame me
In reality you the one whos lookin bad right now
And as you can see im really mad right now
When my tears calm down and theres no longer an effect
Everything im saying now I dont think ima regret
But im not gone argue… I got better things to do
There in my own way… what you do is up to you

I never seen nothing like this
When I get that feeling its frightening
From sunny to lightening
Im loving every minute to every minute fighting
This aint no joke to me… I take yu very seriously
But this cant go on no more… theres too many catastrophys
And my casualties keep making this situation possibly
the worst relationship but then again yu got something that got me
And i dont know what it is
Maybe its the way you get me happy with just a kiss
Maybe if how yu hit me up and tell me im the one yu miss
I wanna be with yu but really all I can do is wish
We been through it all… Our backs against the wall
From arguing and fighting… this is not the way to love
We been through it all… Our backs against the wall
And I cant even talk to yu thats why I dont even call
And you can go I dont think we can work out no more
So just go… all the feelings went out the front door